I know pretty much write monthly I have some to see.

This past 2 days, have been great. The Lord has really broken something in the atmosphere of my life. I don't really know how to explain it other than His mercy is Great. Yesterday recieved a word, a for real word about who I am and my calling which broke so much in me. As well, someone stopped me today and felt led to tell me about a book and we talked for a bit and it was really really Jesus. It hit the nail right on the head. It just made me think his mercy is great.

I have to pray weds, thurs, fri at the prayer center. I really enjoy it. Today a man called and we talked but he said something that made me think. He talked how we are like in the days of Noah. He said that and all of a sudden my mind went to the Misty Edwards song "Sound the Alarm" where she sings "It's never rained before." So repeatedly like the song I am singing this in my head, still listening to him, and as we closed. I thought how amazing that in the Days of Noah it had never rained. No one ever saw rain and would know that rain would just be drops of water falling from the sky. We recognize it now becuase we see it daily, however what faith Noah had to build for something He had never seen.

Two things hit me as I thought on this, which i feel the Lord revealed to me.
One, the enemy couldn't create rain. He can not create. He only uses what has only first been created by God, but him of himself can not create. Though many times people think that He is a creator. He couldn't flood the earth with this uncreated thing called rain. He is only an imitator at the very most. I feel like I am not saying it as I really want too, but I hope that makes sense, hopefully :s

Second, Like in the Days of Noah. The Lord is creating a people to create and build things which the world has never seen before. Yes, as in the days of Noah the world will be the same as then, but also a people like Noah will be there as well. A people who create things for which this world has never seen and will have to do so by faith to the same extreme as Noah did.

We are a Noah Generation, also a John the Baptist, but Noah was also a forerunner. This generation to me is called for Original mantals like this world has NEVER seen before. Yes, we need the Mantals of the bible and revivalist. Nonetheless, though those are needed as well. I pray for original mantals to fall ones from heaveans to do things this world has litterally never seen to be an end time army. Manifesting Christ as they follow hard after Him. His signs and Wonders will follow in ways we have never seen. He is infite and all wise, He is so much but He is contained in past signs and wonders and we cry out for them again, but he is not limited by what he has done before. I just believe he is looking for someone who will cry out, Father do a thing that has never been done before and that is and will only lead a nation and world to you and you alone.

That was on my heart.

The Lord has been transitioning me. Its exciting and has been very painful. A song came from my heart today that sang, " Jesus, lets fall in love. Lets be one. As you and the father are one. Though it cost everything. Though it costs everything. I am wholly yours. I am wholly yours."
Its been so hard surrendering all, though my heart aches to be completely His. He has been positioning me and doing mighty things. Taking away doubt and letting His unfailing love be my source. Reading Passion for Jesus has really been so helpful to me. That there is one who loves me dispite my weaknesses. That He remembers that we are but dust, but has chosen us to be His. My desire is to be His, I pray I will embrace the pain and heartache so I can be all His. I know that I need change I know I need his touch, he takes me as I am, places me in His plan, thats where I want to be.

I will give you more details on specifics as they get settled in and are official. Its exciting, I am excited to share, but til then, I wait and in the midst cry out, Father give me eyes for only you.